Sometimes its so hard to believe. Talk about believing. Ha Ha. Its wasting my youth believing things that are deemed impossible. Don't tell me that nothing is impossible. In my life, THIS is impossible. Why am I the one, why can't it be someone else. The good gets nothing in return but a pack of lies and ugly truths. UGLY truths that cut right into your heart. Making you yell in pain and agony. How distressing. This stupid ugly life.